Body Positivism

I may have never been good enough for you,
but i sure as hell will be good enough for myself.
never again will I let anyone eradicate my self-confidence
right before my very eyes
and never again will I succumb to trying to live up to anyone's standards besides my own.
especially to that of a boy.
I can't make your body ache to intertwine with mine,
neither can I be your muse,
and neither can I make your heart go into cut time every time I'm near.
but the good thing is,
it doesn't matter.
you can't force pieces that don't fit
and you just can't force feelings that aren't there
I found I was not ugly
Not fat
Beautiful.
In every way humanly possible.
And I am proud of the way I look
Inside and out
I am alive
And that's all that counts.